Irony

Sunday, October 25, 2009 |8:49 PM

presence

It's been a week of the new school sem' and there were soo many problems. Expected much?

Financial...Studies...Social; yes, in every aspect.

I've been very careful with the money these past months, so when I finally checked the account, it was very worry-some. I guess that I have to work more because there is alot of essential things to buy and do. I've made my mind that quitting the love-hate job is not an option right now especially with the current situation.

Studies, err....scary. Of all the blardy lecturers that I just can't click with, it had to be for Emaths2 -_-" We're just in chapter 1 and i'm clueless about it and damm, things are not going to get easier as it goes. Also i'm predicting that there will be mooore group projects, which you really have to compliment each other...uhuh. Oh, comment ca va? Well, francais itself is fun but noooo to the tutorial teacher please.

To add things to those problems, I guess someone is having some insecurities and is too OVERPROTECTIVE. Ring any bells people?? -__-"

It's fine by me because it's your life, but to trouble and include me in your paranoia is selfish because I hardly you know you. I do not want the same drama which happened 2 years ago some-sort like re-incarnate itself now because I know if small-petty things is not being look at properly, it will escalate... and eeeer.... booomz?...haha. Ok, im serious shit.

Humans work well if they use their heart and blardy brain too.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 |4:52 PM

sand-thoi-sah.

Sentosa outing with the workmates was fun. A mix of the CS and the TM staffs though some of the regulars were not able to make it. It was raining in the beginning but the weather was very hot soon after. I had a wonderful time of diving, jumping and surfing on the sand...yes the sand! Haha. Paham2 jer lah eh. Bruises all over... So relaxing at the sea-side is a must. Had a great workout on that day ; ) We ended the day with dinner at Vivo.

Sweat it out babeh!

Irsyad and Don

Buat muker...

Swollen...

Ayte....to the left to the left~

Cassandra

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So the new school-semester's going to start tommorow. Another round of different... err yah.... The time-table sucks but it is not that bad as compare to the other classes which ended at late nights...but since mostly of mine ended quite early, it means that all of them are packed! -_-" There goes my plan of taking the license...haha...damm, I keep blardy delaying eh. Well, I love to contradict myslef...so yup ; )

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 |3:20 PM

wasted...a sudden of emotion

This boy's blog-irony, scattered with pictures of the others.

Sadly he feels that he is missing people. Missing the memories of happiness and frankly the drama. But if the drama were to end with everybody having a none simple feeling of the urge to think what the other's welfare is, he's reluctant to ride on it.

THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS.

Arguments, the break ups and make ups, bitchiness, may hypocrites and other's that you wont possibly think of.

So the group became lesser and lesser. He felt no difference of great times then. But now he feels none.

THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS

Has made an impact on his life, the wonderful experiences, the through- 'thick and thin'...

It just saddens him to see that most people do not care. Yes, some experience were too much to look back or even bother, but to think of it, we all bonded through the obstacles...weird and disturbing to think of though.

So what, its based on empathy?

It seems like a fireworks; a sudden of good times which ended abruptly.

The tears, celebrations, the mirror on the back, hair check, the disunite and unite, studying and trying to act studying, graduation, the police came, the p=r=o=m, chalet, the cake which spells b.i.t.c.h, picnics, outings....uh the teasing.

Yes, time has move on, so do people. It's life.

The thought that he could not possibly live with the this group of friends in the first place then having a high respect and love for them....is heart breaking after the feelings slowly fades away.

Is it his own desire to see everybody getting together regardless of the past experiences?

For what he hopes for is that it won't happen to the another set of the wonderful people...

Only time will tell....

Saturday, October 10, 2009 |11:11 AM

he was physically and mentally unprepared for Ubin.

Went to Pulau Ubin with the boys last thursday. We had our breakfast at Changi Village before heading to the Changi Jetty. As usual, the policy is that they require atleast 12 people to fill up the boat before they can proceed to Ubin. So us 5 had to wait for awhile until we can sail off. Upon reaching Ubin, dark clouds were already hovering over the island...but the weather then was nice though; cool breeze.

After arguing with the bicycle-aunty about the rental fee, we quickly cycled off before it started to rain.

Hello Ubin!

Rain rain go away~

Our main destination was Chek Jawa. Though we had maps on our hand, sometimes it just wont work. So we had to cycle around hoping to find some specific board directory to the place. We stopped at some certain points either to see the scenery or we were just feeling damm tired. I cant stand cycling uphill...steep ones btw! Anw, soon it started to rain and we found a shelter just in time. There was an english-speaking-malay family that was in the shelter too. Haha..cool. While waiting for the rain to stop; we decided to play taiti.

Suspicious.....

As soon as the rain started to clear, we headed off just to realise that all the path were muddy, and the journey to Check Jawa was an obstacle one. In the middle of the journey we decided to discuss back if we should still proceed because the trail looks quite dangerous especially after the rain, we then agreed to just go ahead. After much slippery downhill, muddy uphill, dangerous puddles and rocks..uh, after getting looost, we finally arrived at Chek Jawa. I regret wearing a white t shirt to Ubin! Mud all over...Hahaha....

Chek Jawa was awesome! Beatiful scenery and i looove those misty-cool weather right after the rain. Sadly it was on high-tide, so we could not see the corals and such. We went to several attraction places there. It was worth it.

A great way to secure 5 bikes with one padlock. haha

Electrostatic...heh

Closed due to bad weather -_-"

Swamp-grove

Ok funny story, after exploring the place, we went back to the starting point in order to go to the other side of the island. When we reached the starting point, there was a dog who was staring intently at us and it start to give chase. HAHAHHA....everybody were like heading in different directions. Atlas, we stayed together. Problem was that we need to go through this path in order to go to the destination but that blardy dog was sitting in the middle of the way staring at us; 'gaurding' it perhaps -_-"

So Kamas and Harith finally found another path to go pass the dog. Ok best. As were were cycling for awhile, we stopped for a breather and to our surprise, the same dog was behind of us, chasing!

As some of you might know that i've a traumatic experience where I was chased by a German-Sheperd when I was very young...hehe.. So as kamas quickly paddled off, I just instinctively followed him. And great, he brought me to this place where there were another 6 big dogs in one hut.

I was thinking, "die....i thought i'm gonna be bitten by a dog, now i'm gonna die be eaten by 6 other dogs" My heart just skipped a beat...serious shit. Luckily, that pack of dogs ignored us and instead they barked off the other single one who was chasing us....get it? haha *fuh* Syahrul was being chased next!

Hahahah....ok, to make it short, we were playing hide and seek with dogSSSSSS for almost more than hour. I dont know why. Damm..i should have taken the pictures of the freeking dogs.

We decided to just called it a day at Ubin and went to Simpang to have our late lunch after we cleaned ourself up.

Indeed, Ubin was memorable : )

WE SURVIVED! HAHA

Off to Simpang

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 |8:16 PM

on a random note...

On a random note, i've been seriously dreaming aloot lately. Imagine this; I dreamt something about me being affectionate to some stranger(veryyyy rare eh) pluus me having a heated argument with a friend of mine pluuusss i dreamt that beyonce was staying with me. HAHAHAH...talk about mixed emotions aye! And all that last lasted during my 5mins of power-nap. WOA!

Next, decision on whether should I take my driving license has been very frustrating. Being a January makes it more irratating as more and more of the friends are taking that blardy license every month. The thing is I'm afraid to take the Car license as this coming semester's timetable is packed and i'm worried that I wont be able to cope with it. While the bike is my alternative. But unlike the car, i'll have to use my own money and getting a cold shoulder from your dad is....frustrating and unfair?

I do not want to wait after 1.2 please.

Errr...im going to sweat it out tommorow at Ubin's with the boys. Hope that it wont rain! And i'm definitely looking forward to the store room mates raya outing on this coming sunday! : )

Saturday, October 3, 2009 |2:16 PM

lowersecmates

It's an annual thingy but I missed out on the last two occasions. So this year, I had someone to replace me at work in order to celebrate with them. And furthermore, although there were fewer people this year, the fun is still there.

Met up with the boys first before we proceeded to Sharifah's House. Apparently, Sharifah's mum cooked the similar dish as mine, so when it was my house the next, some people were already bloated...hehe.

Sharifah's House

They're back from some chinese province... ~brokeback mountain.hah!

My House

Next was Hazirah's House where we stayed quite awhile thinking on which house to visit next. Furthermore Growing up was showing then...haha. As we decided to not waste any more precious time, we made our way to Shima's. Due to some circumstances mainly laziness, we decided to cabbed down there. Great. Oh, we had to hail aloot of cabs as most of them just refused to stop whenever they sees a bunch of teenagers hailing out together -_-"

Hazirah's House.

Shima's House.

Growing Up.

After satisfying ourself with that show, next was Q's and Harith's houses. Both joined in the trip too...We had a shock when we were greeted suddenly and loudly by Hairth's neighbour's dog. Mind you, there was no cover on the gate or whatsoever and it freeking wont stop barking.

Q's House.

'lone ranger

Harith's House.

Makan time....

Pose pple!

A visit to Hanisah's where we had a nice homemade pizza served, before heading to Razzak's. Hazirah experienced some paranormal stuffs while we were waiting for a cab(cab again! haha) to the last house; Sab's. What was said that; she was using the shutter mode to take our picture with the full view of the bus-stop at the backgroud. While the image-preview was being process, she saw some black figure climbing on the rooftoop. Malam jums doks. The boys were reaally keen on looking at the pictures but she deleted it! Hahah.. Anw, had our last meal of the day at Sab's..thankfully..hehe. All of us wentback soon after that.

Razzak's House.

Harith and Mazlan.

Sab's House.