Irony

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 |5:54 PM

zaaaaaaaaaaaaamm to brkfstng then ssssshhh'

Yesterday was the last paper. And i should agree with most of the people that ESFAC was good, Maths was do-able, CKT was crap. Yes, CKT-supp here i come! Whatever it is, exams are done and over with, and I kinda celebrated it with the poly-mates yesterday.

Straight after the paper, we headed to Bugis for our breaking of fast. We arrived quite early at Zamzam, but hey... atleast we had seats.

Met Naz and his friends over there too.

I think its a procedure or something but Zamzam only serves their Briyani's and Murtabak's during Ramadan... which, I felt cheated! -_-" Might as well we go TONG SENG SIA!!!!!! HAHHAHAH. ok hush. Besides waiting an hour for the time and the lack of variety of food to choose from, it was worthwhile because anything is nice during the fasting period ; )

Hafeez and Has

Wan, Shak, Zahrin

"Happy happy dim sum..steaming in the pot...."

Asri

Chilling cum sheesha session soon afterwards. We let it all loose babeh! Totally needed that after the intensive studying period. Had a great time laughing and enjoying each other's company. Ouh, the sheesha was better than the previous one's at Amirah's Grill. Speaking of Amirah's Grill, i miss the food...and the place!!!!!!!!!! Jooooooom peeps!

The day spent would be better if other of the members could make it...conferm kecoh! serious shiat!

The guys went home while me and has visited workplace cauz we had the urge to buy ice creams! Heheh..I ended up getting a pint!

Steam face no. 1

Steam face no. 2

Gigi important.....

Wan was trying to hold off the flash....which was weird.

Workplace....

Exams are over and now what? Errr...what shall i do now?

PRIVATE or PUBLIC?

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 |7:19 PM

current special menu; nervous peppery soup with zexciting lemons. garnish with uncertainties herbs.

I dont know why but my mouth cant stop munching on spicy foods even at ard 2am. random.

I've planned the study-schedule and it's going to be a damm hectic time; a week plus to the exams. It's now or never eh...cehceh. Studying sessions with the friends are great...minus the laughing and having the urge to catch up on things especially with the great old familiar faces. Though, self-studying for me, is crucial too. Maybe, i wont be updating again till the exams are over.

The school-holiday happens during the fasting month. Errr....pros and cons? What i'm excited about is the outings with all the wonderful ones during that month... a tradition I must say : )

And during the holidays, i'm going to put the work schedule for almost everyday, eventhough that i know that i would'nt get! nyeh.

For what i know that, this fasting month and its Hari Raya is going to simpler and I hope, better than last year.

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS PEOPLE!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 |2:36 PM

you want to hear the truth or you want to hear what you want to hear.

On every new chapter of my life; somehow I had to face with remarks and questions.
Once, twice answered is enough. More than that; it has become addictive to those curious homosopiens.

Stereotypes; ouh how i hate that it exists in us.
As I ponder; isint it better that I get a smack to the face than rather a stab on the back?
Or I rather pretend not to hear about it than being humiliate while looking into the other eye...

If there's a statistic collected through the 18 years; facts should point out that I am used to it and brushing it off my shoulders is just a daily routine. But no, facts stated that things that cant be change-not intentional, should not be condemned or judge instantly.

It has become such a paranoia to me;
Talking is hard. Walking is hard. Turning the head is hard. Lifting the hand is hard. Smilling is hard. Writing is hard. Jumping is hard. Laughing is hard. Eating is hard. Blinking an eye is hard. Sitting down is hard. Standing is hard.
Hard; hard to inch a muscle when every of it will be judge.

And humans say, im this and that. There's a reason for eveything.

Feels so void right now. I feels soo envy towards people. No, jealousy is the right word.
Why am i? Why aren't they?

Again I linger the moments of security, trust and understanding.
The current situation is: void.
Bitterness aroused when looking at the close ones; changing for the better in any form. While i'm stuck...
Pressure and temptations have been boiling up...and i'm afraid im going to give in.