Irony

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 |5:11 PM

*brush off shoulders*

I took the whole week of from work, kinda needed that. Will occupy myself for the next two days with close friends and the colleagues. While enjoying, going to take some pictures for the portfolio...basically in the mist of preparing my portfolio for the maybe-future-interview-thingy-for-the-only-hope-to-go-to-poly.*deep breath*.

uhh, gonna get my pay...it better be greater than my first months.

8 bucks...knn. -_-"

Monday, January 28, 2008 |10:32 AM

Whats done is done. I've got to grab that chance, again. And a little bit of warmth of encouragement and self-belief, i've gt to take it.

Thnks to all my friends who's been there for me. From the closest, farah, ally, fathen, mas, haziq, jeannie. To the collegues who really make me believe; ridwan, rafeah, suria, viona, venus and mark. And my family please. To all who ever wish me, thank you soo much.

I tried running away, keeping the facade.

Bt as i run the endless journey, the facade cascaded down my body

Then i realise that im denying myslef.

How long can i hold this strend of hope.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 |5:41 PM

Ok, tommorow is The Day. *deep breath*

Somehow i feel that after the results, things are not going to be the same again. A new chapter i guess.

I'm seriously hoping that i'll pick up that hp and will call. I HOPE.

Monday, January 21, 2008 |3:00 PM

Here it is, O' Level results are in 3 days time. Thursday, 24th January 08.

CLICK HERE FOR OFFICIAL NEWS

I have mixed feeling about it. Anw, its done..just hope that i'll get what i want.

Saturday, January 19, 2008 |12:23 PM

As expected, chalet was veryyy 'interesting', hah..bt overall it was a total fun! From the waayy back during the planning to the last min touches to the day itslef..haha. stress lah eh. Most importantly is that i know that i've done my part and i had an awesome time there. Again, good luck for ur O's results guys. : )

Oh, thnks guys for the bdae suprise. Thnks for throwing me into the deep-pool in the very late hours of the night-where the pool was freeking cold and i was gasping for air in the water-while u guys laugh happily -_-"...mind u, i had a flu...thnks alot. haha

Yesterday night had a small celbration of my bdae with family. Just small cakes is awesome. Thnks sis for the cakes from 'secret recipe' while mom cook 'chicken rice' : )))

Well, results are coming reaaall soon....jeng3!

Thnks for all the wish guys.. :)))

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 |9:56 AM

class

Uh, THE chalet is like tommorow. Cant wait ler....im soooooo pumped-up!

It will be definetly interesting though as there's still SOME dispute amg some of us...what will happen during the chalet?? hah! Hhmm...what to do, human nature. -_-". Still, i believe that the chalet can gel up us somehow or another. : )

Nevertheless, i really love my 4e4 like no other. With all those bitchyness, nvr ending drama-mama..i just felt that i nvr did regret entering 4e4, though its nt my choice. Definetly, the experience will always linger in me as part of being a teenager. Thnks guys... : ) good luck for ur results!!!

i wont be updating till sat or sun. : ) bt thnks to all those faithfull readers!

Friday, January 11, 2008 |10:07 PM

cca fair

Alas, there's something to update about.hah. So just now was cca fair. Going back to school was rather awkward and a weird feeling. Had a blast though bt too bad i could'nt take photo with my artwork! Damm! nvm, results day...errrr...results?! *biting fingers*

Met azak and kamas at my house before we proceded to mosque. Yes, *wink* -_-". HAH!. Then, went to school. Azak and kamas went to help out with their SYFC while i met pezah and fathen and joined the band at the atrium. Haziq could nt join us because of work while arep insisted nt to go near band -_-", anw, he needed to go to work too. so yah

The band performed several songs while i sat at the booth having fond memories.haha. especially when miss yip asked us, ex members, to perform! wokay, its been since last april since i touched that instrument and i was rather elated ar when i played the Saturday Night Fever comfartably..uh i miss those days. Farah dee!!! Alumni??!!! ahahhaaha.

Ohya, there's ghost and demons roaming ard the school during broad-day light. hahah. and pezah goes "i'll put at s-fogs!!!!"

and yes, i've managed to 'capture' one and take a pic with it..haha

Also met alot of pple there

suriyana and wadiah

syahmi and nard...cant wait for the chalet!!!

my b;tches in band

yasmin!

and that freeking Mdm Azlina binte Kasim..haha

It was chaotic lah bt nt as chaotic as last years'. Help the band carry stuffs back to band room and managed to take pic of dyana with her bandage legs..muaha.mind u she still plays the drum during the cca fair wokay... sanggup ko.

After that, pezah, fathen and me decided to pay haziq a visit at his workplace...hah.besides im really looking for a good cardigan... Reached bugis and we ate first at tongseng, then proceed to Topshop and disturb haziq. The cardigans at topman bugis doesnt have that many selections -_-".. . Pezah decided to treat us starbucks! yes ar. After much deciding on which outlet to go, since bugis's was packed, we went to simei's unintentionally *wink to pezah and fathen*

Fathen with her oreo-cheesecake and mocha frap.

Potato salad and caramel frap were pezah's choice.

and oh, my choc muffin and iced caffe latte.

Had alot of fun talking about everything under the moon lah..hah. Ard 2 hrs later we went home and finally D gray Man was aired again..nyeh. Anw, we should do it again with haziq and arep ok? haha..and im still waiting for farah dee and ally meet up lahdey!!! coffen bean next!! and oh, fathen, senyap2 ko bacer blog aku, jrg ko tag eh!!! aku piat telinger ko!!! hahaha.

uh, next week is chalet!!!! gonna update, gonna update, gonna update..err i think : ))))

Sunday, January 6, 2008 |12:08 PM

Yesterday went out with syahmi to make ATM card. The queue was blardy long, lucky there's my mp3 to entertain me. hah

Then bought dye. Decided to dye my hair. Uh, im not too sure bout the colour that i've bought but lets just give it a try lah eh.

Went home and then go out with family as bro in law was treating us at Sakura.haha.. nice lah. Will upload photos if its ready. So yah..

Sorry for the random post. Im damm tied up with work nowadays or when ill have my free time, bed will be my best companion. and also life has been much mundane..haha!

I miss all my friends lahdey!!! haha. OUTING! : )

Wednesday, January 2, 2008 |8:59 AM

new year

So i kinda celebrate New Year's eve with syahmi, yasmin and sue after work. Syahmi and i reached downtown at 11.50pm, by then the countdown place was crowded, so we just decided to just have supper at downtown's foodcourt.

After a long discussion on what food to eat, mind u -_-", we decided to have Hong Kong Mee and Fried Rice.

And not forgetting us....haha

Abt one hour or so, we proceeded to the bus stop, where we ended up we realising that the last bus was over. So we walked home despite having a large sums of ingnorant crowd who still persistant on waiting on god- knows- what- bus..haha. So i walked home from downtown to my house which is quite far eh! nyeh..nvm.....midnight exercise..wokay that sounds wrong.haha

OHYA, my first pay is damm alot ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I only recieved only a freeking 8 bucks after deducting all the freeking stuffs -_-"

knn......

Nvm, second pay is gonna be good.. : )