These fews days, my right hand were feeling kinda numb. So this morning, when i woke up, i was blessed with a swollen hand; mainly fingers. -_-" I think this is the cause of excessively scooping of ice creams 24/7. To make things worse, i'll crack my bones/fingers/finger-bones(whatever they called it lah eh...), when im tired..... so it results in, taddaaa! SWOLLENNES.

Great, with the condition i am now, i'll be having a 'work-athon' starting from tommorow. Such great therapy -_-". Errr, i think i complained too much? *breathe* I cant wait for thursdays.

Anw, every person i went to, the same answer will ring in my head; I gave in toooo much?

Ok, screw the secrecy, i've been wanting to quit this job like since, february. Yes. Its more than 5 month since then. Ive been saying,

but it seems that the longer im staying there, the more pitier i get...the more unresolved thoughts i'm handling with.

Throw all those leaderships roles in the past, i just cant multi-task.

At the end of the road, I do not wish to blame work if history repeats itslef...because that is just selfish and ignorant. It's less than 3 months to the day..and im still have not yet settled down.

Uh, dilemma. It sounds just wonderful...doesnt it? It is suited to be a name..like Mdm Dilemma binte Jantan... Miss Dilem Ma Ti or Mrs Dil Emma Mama Mia Parkinson or or Mr Dil whole wife is, Emma. Yet, the meaning is soo dilemma-ish? -_-" hah. I should start taking a stand for myslef. Yah..i should..i must. eheh. mcm phm. Well....i think i know what im doing....hhhmm.